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The Garden

by NORPHLET

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1.
Imagine for a moment That everything that you thought was everything Was just the beginning Every weathered storm a fragment Of a future becoming Past the meadow lies a garden Where we'll leave it all behind Free of all our earthly anchors Weight of years of borrowed time For in the end we're but a shadow Of who we were in our short lives Before a gate forever arching Bathing us in brand new light
2.
Lord knows I've always Promised you this Promised I wouldn't Stand where I couldn't Stand to and shouldn't And though I have a habit Of teaching myself a lesson If this is the answer Then what was the question Did I lose it getting so caught up In the things that won't even matter Did I waste it being so stuck On the people that don't even give a shit Did I miss it hunting high and low For the reason and the rhyme of my doing this In the ox months it gets so dark That you can't see the thick in the thin of it Failed expedition Confirming my fears Destined to captain a sinking ship Born my own anchor A crack in the hull Taking on water til I'm Wholly submerged Swallowed by the earth in the Blinding white sea I walk away, I always do I walk away, I always I walk away, I always do When I start to struggle I walk away, I always do I walk away, I always I walk away, I always do I walk away I walk away
3.
Stillbloom 05:26
Lo, I've been Waging war inside my head Since I was old enough to stand But not yet old enough to sit Now I can't go on Another song about lament Without acknowledging the fact I don't remember half of it But I cannot forget The way it made me feel And doesn't make me feel A life under a veil No matter what I do In ire by flame or flood You find your way straight back You still bloom I await the day with baited breath To rue the moment you reveal yourself once more For there are only so many places Capable of keeping something like that Under lock and key or Latin phrases Spells designed as mantras that I tell myself Something like "if I keep myself in your good graces" But that ain't ever worked For one could never fill A void so cavernous Where sun it doesn't rise For moon it doesn't set Just hangs there in the sky As black as black can get And dreams they don't bear fruit But still bloom You still bloom In the meadow of my mind You still bloom What's made it's home inside of me That looms so large yet can't be seen What's made it's home inside of me That looms so large
4.
Wake up homeless In a house of brittle leaves This trembling palace In a land that feels abandoned Where the wind speaks like it's shouting And I've been thinking 'Bout how we don't know where we go when we go I don't wanna be the last in tow Stranded at the end of the line I wanna trade in my lessons and my memories I wanna buy us both a trip home Spend my days here slowly wasting Not my old self Constant changeling I've been doubting, sometimes straying Fingers crossed but I've been praying And I've been thinking 'Bout how we don't know where we go when we go All we want is just a chance to reap The fruit of all the seeds that we've sewn And I wanna meet you in the garden of infinity I wanna watch the light wash over me I saw you in the yard today But every time that I got too close You flew away Or opened up my mouth to speak You were gone before I got that far And I know it's not for keeps But it still stings And it's getting clearer In each and every single way That you're here for me to see Not for me to save, and that's okay
5.
I lay down in the meadow of my mind And wait for a predator To stalk me slowly from behind If for no other reason than for sport If for no other reason Than to show me who's in charge I'm not the king of this kingdom I'm not pulling my own strings But I mean something here Where they say I exist Where I'll find my meaning Though I won't always see it clear Through my guilt Through my shame For my grief It comes an unabating rain I'm not the king of this kingdom Or it's castle crumbling As I float further out from what's real Past the wildlife of the windowsill Of a room more a tomb Than a room it might seem I can't help but think of you
6.
Overgrown 06:11
What's the opposite of an omen That's what I need right now I saw the roof cave in I watched the house Come down I still see you standing there Draped in an off-white gown Corner of my eye Face beyond the clouds Wind between the chimes And someday, we will Come to find We don't run out of time We weren't down here alone Overgrown What's a metaphor for a moment You come to realize Heaven's not a faint, fractured memory Of a former life But the wings of a hummingbird Beating like a heart Tearing at the night Radiating light Marigolden dawn And someday, we will Come to find We don't run out of time We weren't down here alone Overgrown The sweetest nectar hides Not within the things We're scared to leave behind For those not yet defined But the ones we've yet to find
7.
Saudade 02:01
Where do our angels go When they got nothing left But blind hail mary's on long-lost airwaves Broadcasting out into nothingness Do you think they feel like us Like heaven may one day just swallow them up If I don't speak your name do you still exist If I don't speak your name do you still exist If no one speaks our names do we still exist Or do we fade away Day unto night Ship in a storm Tears in the rain
8.
Remember me Not unlike a flower pressed between The pages of your life Faint but sweet Leaves and petals petrified Marred by ink Blurring all the lines The space between Harder to define In the stillest hours between dark and light My still singing limbs like a breeze That blows through your memory And sets you free Remember me Steady as the wind between the leaves Echoing through time A sign The kind you might ignore but can't deny A song that gives you life A dream Whose meaning you can't ever seem to shake Though not for lack of trying A wing upon the window in the dead of night My still singing limbs like a breeze That blows through your memory And sets you free
9.
There is a dog that lives in me Who'd rather be put down than tamed Who howls at night until he's hoarse And I am sick and I am weak And from a noose-like leash he hangs And wails that I am undeserving That I have wrought all that I see I have failed the one's that love me There is a wolf that guards the gate Lets naught of splendor part his gaze Made meals of men greater than me Who couldn't put him in his place Or curb that cursed feral tongue That throws itself to speak as us Makes us hate the ones we are Kill the ones we could become I don't believe a word of it But that don't change the way it sounds A ceaseless static droning hum That I could never quite drown out I don't believe a word of it But that don't change the song he sings Clangs and bounces 'round my skull That ancient, cold incessant ring There is a God that lives in me Can't find his way out of this maze
10.
When you are gone I will regret The few times I had power and did nothing with it Like come over or call To say I miss him, too, you're not alone But I never do the things I wish I'd done Just keep finding new ways to fuck things up And I know if I don't do something I'm gonna hate who I become Hate the person I've become When you are gone I will regret The few times I had power and did nothing with it Like come over or call Cause I was too sad, or too scared, or anxious, or vulnerable Still I never say the things I wish I'd said Just keep 'em all held captive in my head By now if I don't do something I'm gonna hate the way this ends Over and over again Oh I hope that you don't take this in the wrong way But I found myself hoping he'd die before he forgot me I just couldn't stand the thought of him not calling me Code And confusing the goddamn phone Confusing the goddamn phone Confusing the phone for the goddamn TV remote Yet I never do the things I wish I'd done Just keep finding new ways to fuck things up And I know if I don't do something I'm gonna hate who I become Hate the person I've become
11.
Nonpareil 06:33
I miss your presence You left the darkest cloud Even in silence, nodding off You were a lighthouse Any day I will find I will find my way I will find My crooked path made straight Any day Out in the distance There is a coming storm Doubt is a siren On the rocks Singing me sweetly off my course Any day I will find I will find my way I will find My anger was so misplaced Any day You were sinking as I was spinning Circling the drain at the bottom of the earth I'm lost Taken by the tide But just when I thought Just when I though you'd died You came back You came back to life You came back to life Show yourself my nonpareil And I will follow where you lead All I ask is but a sign Another sign To fall like snow on New Year's Eve Send me out unto the world Somehow rebuilt and thus reborn Re-spool the yarn that's been unraveling Flip the hourglass So that I don't have to keep on singing

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All music written and performed by NORPHLET

Drums recorded by Austin @ Jung Records

Mixed and Mastered by Cody Brown

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released July 9, 2021

Cody Brown - vocals, guitars, bass, keys

Taylor Devorsky - drums

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NORPHLET Los Angeles, California

Atmospheric alt-rock duo out of TX/CA.


"They'll hit you like a spectre of past emo days.   A heartfelt call to those old tough rock ghosts, where it was ok to chug through power chords while laying all your fears on the table"


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